What a Weekend... And What a Start to a Mopey Monday

Wow, thats all I have to say. This weekend went by fast and so much happend, I cant even keep my head on straight. Friday night I went to Crystal's and hung out with her and her family and her sister and her husband from South Dakota. That was fun. Shooting the crap and relaxing and what not. I left about 11ish because I had to get up early Saturday for pictures with my sister. Pictures turnt out great. Can't wait to get them back July 5th. Saturday afternoon I kinda just lounged and relaxed on the couch and surfed the net. It was impossible hot outside to even do anything without feeling really really hot. Saturday night I met Crystal and Kathy, Lee & Jake at BK for dinner. I was really bad, I had pop. Whops. Anyways. After that Kathy & I went to Wal Mart. My friend came to visit me so I needed to stock up. I was walking into Wal Mart and she made the comment that her and Crystal thought I was stupid for wasting my time on Nick and what not. I totally got mad, because Crystal talked to her about this stuff. How else would she have known? Kathy is his flippin ex for god sakes, its none of her business anyways. Ugh Anyways. I totally blew up, got mad and went home. I was irritated with everyone cause they all had attitudes anyways. So Saturday night I relaxed and stayed up late and chatted with some friends online. Sunday I woke up and went with my sister to lunch with my dad @ Red Robin. It was really good. I had a crispy chicken salad. It was huge. I took over half of it home. Then my dad got a call that his Wendy's in Fort Dodge was out of buns, so I road with him up there to take the buns up there. That was a fun trip. We talked, laughed and what not. I was mad and was biting my finger nails and got it stuck in my tooth and I couldnt get it out so I used a piece of paper to get it out well the paper broke off and was stuck in there too, so that was fun. I was sucking my brains out to get it out and it still wouldnt come out. My dad thought it was hilarious. Anyways. Afterwards, I went over to Crystals to help her make a blanket for Joe for father's day. I finished that up, Joe got home and Nick didnt even come in to say hi. Just dropped Joe off and then sped off. So I sent him a text that said Hello 2 you too. He said sorry I have stuff to do before tomorrow. There leaving for Minnesota today for 2-3 weeks. Thats understandable, but it would have taken less than a minute to say hi and gave me a hug. So anyways that led me to send him a text message telling him I was sick and tired of trying and not having him give a rats ass and I told him that I hope some body else can make him happy and it led to a big fight and we are no longer talking. He wants to be left alone and thats fine, I will leave him alone, but mark my words, the next time I see him, I will slap him. He did nothing but lie to me and lead me on and I will the last word!!! Trust me!!! UGH!!! I hate men right now. The bright note, is Nate has been there for me. He has been trying to get with me for months and now he might get his chance, who knows. We'll see what happens. Everyone has to have heart breaks at some point in there life right? Ugh. I will live. Anyways. I got to work today and everyone knew something was wrong. My eyes are blod shot from crying so much over the idiot. His shirt and patches will be here tomorrow and I am still debating on whether or not to send them back. I could care less either way. I just want him to know where I was coming from. He never listens to what I have to say without getting defensive. Its for the best. I feel bad it had to end this way. We should of at least been friends, but I dont forsee that happening in the future. We'll see though. Anyways. Everyone here is crabby today. Crabby with a capital CRABBY. Guess the weekend was to short for everyone including me. But I gotta get back to work. Break is over. Have a good day if anyone is reading.

Terrific Thursdays!!!

Today has been the best Thursday in a long time. First off, were not very busy here, we got air now!! They finally fixed the air. I sit right underneath the air vent and it feels good now. I'm not sweating to death. Yesterday everyone stunk cause it was hot in here!!!

Janellie and Jennifer are at odds right now. Jennifer is very inconsiderate of others feelings and Janellie has finally had enough of it. So thats been an interesting day listening to those two. Jennifer's birthday is tomorrow and I am making tuxedo brownie squares for her, so she doesnt have to buy a cake, instead she's paying me to make them. Extra mula $$$....

What else is new?! Ummm... Nick and I are done officially. I told him I couldnt put up with his antics anymore and that I didnt want to be anything more than friends. Thanks Crystal and Janellie for your advice. This guy thats been talking to me for awhile found out that I was done with him and asked me out for this weekend. I am like heck ya!! So he's going out with us this weekend to the downtown bars since Kathy will be in town from Sioux Falls.

We'll its 3:40 and I didnt even know it yet! Today is flying by. I gotta finish stuff up so I can go to the gym with Janellie and then were going to the farmers market in Valley Junction and then I gotta play Heather Homebaker :)

Peace out chumps!

Leave comments!! Thanks to those of you who do!

Love yall.
Heather.

~*Marvelous Monday's... La La La...~*

Its Monday.... Theres nothing exciting about that except for the fact I only have to work a few hours today and that I spent a wonderful day with Nick yesterday. I have to go to the Digestive Disease Doctor today so I get to leave here at 1:30pm. YAY!!! :) BOO for having to go to the doctor though. It sucks!!! Anyways, on to my weekend... still no net at home. Thats okay though cause Im going strong right now from myspace, so were all good. I can at least get on here at work. Anyways. Friday night I went home after work and I was talking to my mom and we got into a huge fight not to mention that Nick was drunk in Clear Lake and at the bar, so I had alot of stress on me. Well I finally laid down cause my head couldnt handle anymore and then Crystal & I got into it, and then finally I had enough to boil my blood. I couldnt see straight, I was dizzy, I had a headache, my head was going to fall off my shoulders, etc. Crystal texted and said we need to move on and get over it and have fun tonight, so I went there, saw her sister Angie and then me and Crystal headed to Okoboji. I was going to drink my headache away. It only got worse to the point I begged Crystal to take me to the ER to get a shot of pain medicine. I got there and they gave me some GOOD drugs. But the downfall, both shots were in the butt. Didnt bother me none cause I was in so much pain. Crystal drove home and we stopped at Wal Mart so I could get some toilet paper and some other stuff. We ended up getting cards for the guys for when they got back. Well I finally got home and got into bed. When I woke up on Saturday morning I was still in a lot of pain. I called and made an appt. to get into my family doctor cause they see urgent care patients on Saturdays. Well Dr Danielson gave me some Midrin for Migraines. It has a tranquilizer and tylenol so it would calm me down. Saturday afternoon, me and Crystal were out shopping around and she talked to Joe about 1ish and they were on there way home. The guys got another call before they came home. They had to rerail one car in Hampton, so a 2 hour set back, not bad. Well we were at Target and Joe told Crystal about the events from the night before about Nick and the Bar. I overheard it and flipped out. How could I put my heart out there to someone and have them rip it out by fooling around with the bartender. Nothing to serious, but still, he was "in" her!!! I flipped out. I took that card I got for him and I toar it to shreds. I threw it and said I'm done. I ignored him for the better part of the afternoon until I just had to ask... did you do it. He said no, it was a joke Heather. I didnt know what to say or believe at that point. We'll we were supposed to get together and talk after my step moms birthday party Saturday night and we didnt. He didnt answer his phone, he didnt do anything. I was getting mad and I went over to Crystals. Come to find out, his mom was in the ER with chest pains. I offered to go sit with him while he was up there and he didnt want company, which in turn kinda hurt me that he didnt want me to come up there and sit with them. First off he wouldnt even tell me where they were because of confidentiality EMS reasons, whatnot. So i went over to Crystal and Joe's and watched Pursuit of Happiness. Its a really good movie. Went home and went to bed Saturday night. Woke up yesterday morning, went to Village Inn with Crystal and Joe and then went over to Nick's apartment. I met his mom, we went shopping, we talked, I screamed, I cried and I vented to him on how I felt... got it out in the open. Friends is what we are, and will always be. He's a good guy deep down but I cant handle the drama. Ugh. Anyways. That leads me to today. Its been an interesting morning already to say the least... more details later.
*H

Fumming Friday...

I have a lot to fume about today and I mean alot. First off its bored here at work, slow and boring. No one is here but yet we all have to be here until 4:00p.m. Sucky!!! Next off, Nick is supposed to be home tonight, but Crystal just emailed me and told me that she talked to Joe and there all meeting up in Albert Lee and will head home in the morning. Why not drive the last 3 hours home damit!!! I am sick and tired of this driving partial way and sleeping, driving more and then coming home. Why can't they just get it straightend out and drive the last 3 hours. Hell Ill go up there and get them. UGH!!! I am so irate right now. I just want to be with him damit!!! My luck they'll get a flippin' call and wont be home for another week. I cant take this anymore. I think im going to have to get over it or get on with my life. The stress this is causing me is killer. Anyways. Scott is annoying as usual today. Piping in on conversations that he doesnt need to be in. I almost said this is an ABC conversation, see your way out. DAMIT!!! Anyways, have a good weekend.

Wacky Wednesday, Terrific Thursday's...

Wow, last night was interesting to say the least. I got home and my mom needed me to go with her to get her car from being fixed at my Uncle Jeff's shop. We went and did that and then when we got back home I went for my walk before Crystal came over for Girls Night/One Tree Hill night. We fixed pigs in a blanket, they were really good. I ate 3, didnt help my diet, but I was hungry. Its like all catching up to me now and Im doing really good. One Tree Hill was awesome last night. They graduated, Lucas got a sister, among other things. I thought it was a good show. I started crying at the end when Hailey gave Lucas the book from his mom. :( Ahh tear. Anyways, after that, I talked to Nick a few times. He was heading from Hibbing, MN to Fargo,ND for a coal wreck that was 30 cars long. I got to talk to him and if he's here Saturday, hes going to go with me to my step moms surprise birthday party. Yay! Then I went to bed after Crystal left. This morning I woke up at 5:15 and I went walking. It was awesome outside this morning. I didnt even put my earphones in to listen to my ipod until after the first lap. It just seemed so peaceful and I wanted to take it all in. I got home by 5:55 and was in and out of the shower, put hot rollers in and sat and played a game on the computer until I had to leave for work. I left about 6:45 today and got here about 7:15 I wasnt in a mad rush hurry and it felt great. I got here early enough to get my stuff done, like potty, get my water and be on the phone by 7:30ish. Not to mention I feel better today with alot more energy than normal. So thats good. What else is new? Oh Nick just texted me and told me he got another call out that he will not be home by Saturday night for the party. Andrea made me think about a good point.. Do I really want to be in that kind of relationship? What if it was serious, how would I handle it? Crystal is having a heck of a time dealing with Joe being gone and what not and I can imagine myself if Nick and I were serious. I have gaven it some thought and I think its time to back down and back away because I cant keep worrying about him and wondering if he's ever going to come home for more than 8 hours at a time. I mean come on. I know its selfish to think about myself, but I really cant get involved in the relationship if I'm not comfortable. It will just lead to heart ache in the long run.

Anyways now about work!!! Its going great. Phones are a good experience for me. But I gotta go. Ill ttyl

Long Time No Blog!!!

So today is the first day in a long time that I have been able to blog. I finally have a few minutes to myself where I can breathe in and out :) I am officially on the phones full time now. I sat through 2 hours of torture training yesterday learning the phone system and the basic questions that will be asked. I have been here a month processing correspondence, just never taking the phone calls. So I'm a full blown construction services rep now :) Finally. Scott is gone today and its really slow so thats good cause it would have been even slower had he been here to take calls with me. Janellie has been up since 2:30am puking cause she ate some bad turkey. She is feeling a little better. I havent heard much from Jennifer today. She trained me yesterday and it was torture but it was good training. What else?! Its so quiet here today, I can hear myself think, its SCURY!!!

I've been emailing Crystal back and forth today. *(like we do everyday!!)* We are hoping our guys make it home today or tomorrow. We want to see them. There in Cotton, MN which is north of Duluth, MN. Ahh I miss Nick :*( Sunday night was the most magical night I coulda asked for from him. He got back from a call in Muscatine about 2:00pm ish and he stayed at Crystals the whole afternoon, evening with me watching movies, and we all went to the park. It was a blast. We left Crystals house about 9:00ish and we stood outside and talked for about an hour. It was awesome. I got a hug :) I was in 7th heaven. I really really like him. I hope things work out.

This week, Andrea has been keeping me company :) Thanks girlie. She rocks at emailing back and forth. We always talk about basic stuff and its good to get a feel for whats going up in good ole' Waterloo. Thanks Andrea!!!

We'll im outie for a bit. I have nothing really to blog about. I am so bored, its scary!

*Heather*