Its Monday.... Theres nothing exciting about that except for the fact I only have to work a few hours today and that I spent a wonderful day with Nick yesterday. I have to go to the Digestive Disease Doctor today so I get to leave here at 1:30pm. YAY!!! :) BOO for having to go to the doctor though. It sucks!!! Anyways, on to my weekend... still no net at home. Thats okay though cause Im going strong right now from myspace, so were all good. I can at least get on here at work. Anyways. Friday night I went home after work and I was talking to my mom and we got into a huge fight not to mention that Nick was drunk in Clear Lake and at the bar, so I had alot of stress on me. Well I finally laid down cause my head couldnt handle anymore and then Crystal & I got into it, and then finally I had enough to boil my blood. I couldnt see straight, I was dizzy, I had a headache, my head was going to fall off my shoulders, etc. Crystal texted and said we need to move on and get over it and have fun tonight, so I went there, saw her sister Angie and then me and Crystal headed to Okoboji. I was going to drink my headache away. It only got worse to the point I begged Crystal to take me to the ER to get a shot of pain medicine. I got there and they gave me some GOOD drugs. But the downfall, both shots were in the butt. Didnt bother me none cause I was in so much pain. Crystal drove home and we stopped at Wal Mart so I could get some toilet paper and some other stuff. We ended up getting cards for the guys for when they got back. Well I finally got home and got into bed. When I woke up on Saturday morning I was still in a lot of pain. I called and made an appt. to get into my family doctor cause they see urgent care patients on Saturdays. Well Dr Danielson gave me some Midrin for Migraines. It has a tranquilizer and tylenol so it would calm me down. Saturday afternoon, me and Crystal were out shopping around and she talked to Joe about 1ish and they were on there way home. The guys got another call before they came home. They had to rerail one car in Hampton, so a 2 hour set back, not bad. Well we were at Target and Joe told Crystal about the events from the night before about Nick and the Bar. I overheard it and flipped out. How could I put my heart out there to someone and have them rip it out by fooling around with the bartender. Nothing to serious, but still, he was "in" her!!! I flipped out. I took that card I got for him and I toar it to shreds. I threw it and said I'm done. I ignored him for the better part of the afternoon until I just had to ask... did you do it. He said no, it was a joke Heather. I didnt know what to say or believe at that point. We'll we were supposed to get together and talk after my step moms birthday party Saturday night and we didnt. He didnt answer his phone, he didnt do anything. I was getting mad and I went over to Crystals. Come to find out, his mom was in the ER with chest pains. I offered to go sit with him while he was up there and he didnt want company, which in turn kinda hurt me that he didnt want me to come up there and sit with them. First off he wouldnt even tell me where they were because of confidentiality EMS reasons, whatnot. So i went over to Crystal and Joe's and watched Pursuit of Happiness. Its a really good movie. Went home and went to bed Saturday night. Woke up yesterday morning, went to Village Inn with Crystal and Joe and then went over to Nick's apartment. I met his mom, we went shopping, we talked, I screamed, I cried and I vented to him on how I felt... got it out in the open. Friends is what we are, and will always be. He's a good guy deep down but I cant handle the drama. Ugh. Anyways. That leads me to today. Its been an interesting morning already to say the least... more details later.
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