What a Weekend... And What a Start to a Mopey Monday

Wow, thats all I have to say. This weekend went by fast and so much happend, I cant even keep my head on straight. Friday night I went to Crystal's and hung out with her and her family and her sister and her husband from South Dakota. That was fun. Shooting the crap and relaxing and what not. I left about 11ish because I had to get up early Saturday for pictures with my sister. Pictures turnt out great. Can't wait to get them back July 5th. Saturday afternoon I kinda just lounged and relaxed on the couch and surfed the net. It was impossible hot outside to even do anything without feeling really really hot. Saturday night I met Crystal and Kathy, Lee & Jake at BK for dinner. I was really bad, I had pop. Whops. Anyways. After that Kathy & I went to Wal Mart. My friend came to visit me so I needed to stock up. I was walking into Wal Mart and she made the comment that her and Crystal thought I was stupid for wasting my time on Nick and what not. I totally got mad, because Crystal talked to her about this stuff. How else would she have known? Kathy is his flippin ex for god sakes, its none of her business anyways. Ugh Anyways. I totally blew up, got mad and went home. I was irritated with everyone cause they all had attitudes anyways. So Saturday night I relaxed and stayed up late and chatted with some friends online. Sunday I woke up and went with my sister to lunch with my dad @ Red Robin. It was really good. I had a crispy chicken salad. It was huge. I took over half of it home. Then my dad got a call that his Wendy's in Fort Dodge was out of buns, so I road with him up there to take the buns up there. That was a fun trip. We talked, laughed and what not. I was mad and was biting my finger nails and got it stuck in my tooth and I couldnt get it out so I used a piece of paper to get it out well the paper broke off and was stuck in there too, so that was fun. I was sucking my brains out to get it out and it still wouldnt come out. My dad thought it was hilarious. Anyways. Afterwards, I went over to Crystals to help her make a blanket for Joe for father's day. I finished that up, Joe got home and Nick didnt even come in to say hi. Just dropped Joe off and then sped off. So I sent him a text that said Hello 2 you too. He said sorry I have stuff to do before tomorrow. There leaving for Minnesota today for 2-3 weeks. Thats understandable, but it would have taken less than a minute to say hi and gave me a hug. So anyways that led me to send him a text message telling him I was sick and tired of trying and not having him give a rats ass and I told him that I hope some body else can make him happy and it led to a big fight and we are no longer talking. He wants to be left alone and thats fine, I will leave him alone, but mark my words, the next time I see him, I will slap him. He did nothing but lie to me and lead me on and I will the last word!!! Trust me!!! UGH!!! I hate men right now. The bright note, is Nate has been there for me. He has been trying to get with me for months and now he might get his chance, who knows. We'll see what happens. Everyone has to have heart breaks at some point in there life right? Ugh. I will live. Anyways. I got to work today and everyone knew something was wrong. My eyes are blod shot from crying so much over the idiot. His shirt and patches will be here tomorrow and I am still debating on whether or not to send them back. I could care less either way. I just want him to know where I was coming from. He never listens to what I have to say without getting defensive. Its for the best. I feel bad it had to end this way. We should of at least been friends, but I dont forsee that happening in the future. We'll see though. Anyways. Everyone here is crabby today. Crabby with a capital CRABBY. Guess the weekend was to short for everyone including me. But I gotta get back to work. Break is over. Have a good day if anyone is reading.