Wow, last night was interesting to say the least. I got home and my mom needed me to go with her to get her car from being fixed at my Uncle Jeff's shop. We went and did that and then when we got back home I went for my walk before Crystal came over for Girls Night/One Tree Hill night. We fixed pigs in a blanket, they were really good. I ate 3, didnt help my diet, but I was hungry. Its like all catching up to me now and Im doing really good. One Tree Hill was awesome last night. They graduated, Lucas got a sister, among other things. I thought it was a good show. I started crying at the end when Hailey gave Lucas the book from his mom. :( Ahh tear. Anyways, after that, I talked to Nick a few times. He was heading from Hibbing, MN to Fargo,ND for a coal wreck that was 30 cars long. I got to talk to him and if he's here Saturday, hes going to go with me to my step moms surprise birthday party. Yay! Then I went to bed after Crystal left. This morning I woke up at 5:15 and I went walking. It was awesome outside this morning. I didnt even put my earphones in to listen to my ipod until after the first lap. It just seemed so peaceful and I wanted to take it all in. I got home by 5:55 and was in and out of the shower, put hot rollers in and sat and played a game on the computer until I had to leave for work. I left about 6:45 today and got here about 7:15 I wasnt in a mad rush hurry and it felt great. I got here early enough to get my stuff done, like potty, get my water and be on the phone by 7:30ish. Not to mention I feel better today with alot more energy than normal. So thats good. What else is new? Oh Nick just texted me and told me he got another call out that he will not be home by Saturday night for the party. Andrea made me think about a good point.. Do I really want to be in that kind of relationship? What if it was serious, how would I handle it? Crystal is having a heck of a time dealing with Joe being gone and what not and I can imagine myself if Nick and I were serious. I have gaven it some thought and I think its time to back down and back away because I cant keep worrying about him and wondering if he's ever going to come home for more than 8 hours at a time. I mean come on. I know its selfish to think about myself, but I really cant get involved in the relationship if I'm not comfortable. It will just lead to heart ache in the long run.
Anyways now about work!!! Its going great. Phones are a good experience for me. But I gotta go. Ill ttyl
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